I have worked in different fields of work: retail, factory, outside work, computers/electronic, and sales. I have stuff I am interested in pursuing but when I dig deeper into it or go more into it. I start questioning whether I want to do that as a career. Like my interests will fade once it becomes a career. Also once I try and pursue my interests more, my mind starts wondering if something else I like would be better.
I have always had a deep interest in the mind, how it works and why it does and can do what it does and how people do what they do and how they do it and I would like to help people with there problems. So I am trying for a degree in psychology.
I have always liked everything about philosophy. The incite, thinking and wonder it has.
I have an interest in computers and technology. I built my own computer. I loved the time that went into building it and learning more about the inner workings of a computer as I built it. i have tried to takes classes for computer technology and other stuff. But everything seems to lead to the same fields of work and it doesnt seem interesting. Technology wise I have always like green technology (solar panels, wind turbines, geothermal etc.) Its free energy and power and it brings so much and provide so much and has like no bad sides to it. I even convinced my parents to put solar panels on the house as well as other stuff to save them money and even get them money from it. I have taken some classes on wind and solar power but they didnt work out because I lacked construction like experience. Around here there is no real "green" like work.
I feel stuck… i just dred the thought of having a soul crushing job that i would be stuck in like my dad, mom, brother and sister.
My other brother is the only one not in that perdicament and thats because he doesnt work and is in school for film.
I just want to be sure about a career and be able to pursue into it
